Elena~ 19 blue. Stars. Movies. Reading. The Beatles. Strawberries. Snow. Winter. Tea&coffee. Indian food. Mexican food. Chinese food. Sushi! Photography. Winifred <3. Sweets. Earrings. San Francisco is my true love. Acting is the biggest passion I have.
things to be happy about:
-the feeling of sunshine on your skin
-coffee in the garden first thing in the morning
-parks that have ducks
-the smell of summer
-butterflies (both literal and otherwise)
-songs that give you goosebumps every time
-the fact that people care about you
I loved you so much once. I did. More than anything in the whole wide world. Imagine that. What a laugh that is now. We were so intimate once upon a time I can’t believe it now. I think that’s the strangest thing of all now. The memory of being that intimate with somebody. We were so intimate I could puke. I can’t imagine ever being that intimate with somebody else. I haven’t been.
I hate seeing all these people leaving for college, for adventure… And I’m stuck in this town wich I love and hate at the same time. I wish I could leave as well, but I know that I can’t. And that sucks. A lot.
And then there’s the moment when you realize he’s not gonna be yours.
Anyone has some cool tv series to suggest me?